I thought it might be proper to add this to ....this....original thread.
silent louts
with many thankyuuuus to Scott for his research ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
John 'Survivor' Blake« on: February 05, 2009, 10:08:30 AM » by Scott Douglas As some of you may remember,
a while back, a Poetry Circle member
was caught plagiarizing.
Never seeing problems but opportunities,
I did what any nosey person would do;
a google search on her name
and found one of the poems.
It's by a person named John Survivor Blake
and here it is:
Intimacy
Everyone wants you sweet,
timid, safe.
Perfume and roses, laminated cards,
red, written in fancy font.
People assume
your house is a home, plants
galore, baskets of sunlight, a living room alive.
where you sleep must be ideal
for gentle passion, pillow talk, and breakfast in bed.
I roll our eyes at the thought of this.
I know you, Love.
You are the third nail through the feet of Christ,
crash of steel to steel, the scream
when the hammer dies flush in bone.
You are the sting of the needle, a vein full of shame for
necessary errands ran to make meetings possible, and then the forgiving euphoria.
Ambivalence of seagulls that witness
another wave smack the shore and leave,
the sand, grateful for even the touch, for pain
and its new, smooth shine.
Passion is an unfastened belt and hiked skirt,
a bathroom stall, and the moan of a secret.
Amazing, the short-term memory.
Some fish just keep swallowing hooks, forgetting
Satan was the most beautiful angel, seraphic,
but with his own agenda tucked under feathers.
You tricked them all. Many have
stopped looking for signs of you, convinced
you no longer exist.
I snicker,
knowing you live
in the teardrops that fall from a mother's chin
land on the chest of her dead child, blend
in with blood, sink in the gunshot wound, washing
away every harsh word they ever exchanged,
down
to the bone.
http://johnblake.livejournal.com/871.htmllove it
so I looked a bit more and found his story:
Once upon a time, in a land known as the Lower East Side of a sometimes bitter apple, there was a miracle. A black man and white
woman defied their families and fell in love. SHE became pregnant with their 9th child. After 6 months, while driving home from eating
out, on a January night, they were run off the road and beaten nearly to death for "making half-nigger kids!" SHE was thrown into the
East River, and HE was left for dead on the FDR Drive...January 1970... Mother, father (a coma for nearly 2 months), and Baby
SURVIVED... Born "The youngest of nine experiments in a two bedroom cage" (Poem; titled, "Mother's Nature"), John Stanley
"Survivor" Blake cut through the earth like a razor, escaping the hell of two parents addicted to dope and booze, with siblings lost;
casualties to the war at home... By the time he was 13, He had his own drug habit to worry about. By 14, he watched his oldest brother,
Benny, be shunned at home for contracting the AIDS Virus. Locked out of the house; Benny Froze to death within a week of
homelessness in the winter of 1984. He was found in an abandoned car at Coney Island.
By the time John was 16, his mother was sentenced to 15 years in prison for manslaughter. Meanwhile his father contracted HIV... At
25 he buried his father, another brother, and a sister from the deadly AIDS virus as well...Another brother passed on, murdered in a
project stairwell, another overdosed, another sister; shot while attempting armed robbery... At 33, John's mother came home from
prison sick with Osteo miolitis ( a severe infection of the bone marrow)... Two years later, she died, and John was then the only
member of his family left.
While preparing to overdose, someone asked him to watch Def Poetry. Needle in arm, Blood cells running for cover. "Survivor
stopped when he heard "Do not let this universe regret you!" (a line in a Marty McConnell poem)...Then he heard "I must ALWAYS
remember (Bassey Ikpi)"...Then "What happened to our conviction? What happened to the limbs out on which we once walked...?
(Taylor Mali)", "The ghetto isn't something to be proud of, it's a circumstance we should be trying to get out of! (Shihan)", and so on,
and so on... He began writing... Now, 2007, "Survivor is a proud member of the Louder Arts slam team!!! Joined by Rachel Mc
Kibbens, Jon Sands, Oveous Maximus (Ove), and Roger Bonair-Agard!!! A 2007 finalist at the Urbana 2007 Grand Slam (at The Bowery
Poetry Club) in NYC. He was a 4x semi-finalist in 2006 (his first year of slamming) at the Nuyorican Poets' Cafe.
John Blake is now required reading at many spoken word programs in numerous universities, and his writing has been added to the
required readings in OSU's upper class graduate program. He's performed with Saul Williams, Amiri Baraka, Patricia Smith, Taylor
Mali, Shadokat, Mahogany L. Browne, Jive Poetic, Roger Bonair-Agard, Carlos Andres Gomez, and Suheir Hammad, and Malcolm
Jamal Warner. At 37 years of age, "Survivor" is touring the US Joined by Adam "Shadokat", his partner in poetry (as the duo, "And
Justice For All").
He's featured in Denver, Colorado, Las Vegas Nevada, San Jose, Fresno, San Diego, Los Angeles, Berkeley, Reedley, Hollywood
Venice, Santa Monica, and Santa Cruz California, Ft Worth and College Station Texas, Little Rock Arkansas, Wilmington and Newark
Delaware, Phoenix, Flagstaff, Scottsdale, Mesa and Tempe Arizona, Lawton and Tulsa Oklahoma, Richmond and Stafford Virginia
Red Bank, Trenton, and Jersey City New Jersey and New York City. Survivor's also begun speaking in rehabilitation centers
universities (Virginia Tech, Columbia University) and organizing poetry workshops in high schools (Cab Calloway School for the
performing arts), sharing his experiences with chemical dependency, grief, struggle, family, and the miracle of living; through
writing...
Now a loving father, a friend to many, Clean, winning poetry slams in NYC (Nuyorican Poets' Cafe, Urbana at The Bowery Poetry Club
Louder Arts at Bar 13, and Yonkers), NJ (Slammetry in Montclair, also Trenton) Philly, Pa (At "The HEAT" Slam), TX (Ft Worth slam
hosted by Mike Guinn), DE (In both Newark and Wilmington), San Diego, Berkeley, and Oakland, California! John hasn't looked back at
the hell he came from, with the exception to reflect never forgetting...and measuring the distance he's flown so far!!!
(Expect his autobiographical accounts of struggle in stores summer 08! Edited by Marty McConnell herself!)
... not your average Joe.
here is another one of his poems:
confession of a juvenile felon
by John Survivor Blake
363 cinder blocks, lock arms, form walls,
to mule my failure. how I tried to make
masterpiece of
this
frayed
canvas.
Born during the fire
next time,
baptized in cocaine laden waters,
left to simmer 'til my rage, golden brown,
moulded by heat on a backburner
in Hell's Kitchen,
The world stood me on my feet
before my legs were ready,
so I stand here, bowlegged,
bones curved, pockets gorged
on heavy expectations
of Nat Turner.
that's why my pants sag.
Mouth to the sky, tongue swirling midnight's clit
sack of haze pours death down my throat,
I choke on the grit but take my fill,
I'm shining
on some street,
in some hood,
glistening in the strobe lights on cop cars,
greater than the missing pages of history books,
a slave's back,
a king's chest ,
a soldier's loyalty.
Seventeen and already a lieutenant
when somebody put a battery in my back
"Get'em!" .
shark fin submerged for the ambush,
beast off the leash,
bones broke bones.
Loaded barrel of swinging fists, stomping Timbs,
puff of smoke blazed behind me
ballistic scars etched in faces
forever,
a razor through belly slits and rib-caged hearts,
my hood Visa when I established street credit,
feet splashing red puddles
where evil avoids its reflection.
I do think of Jesus, sometimes,
but it's only to remind myself, his daddy
left him here to die too,
children, crucified as far as the eye can see
I'm off my cross 'cause
my mother needed the wood,
You see a demon, but I
deem
me
urban God,
crack-house to penthouse,
mapping Manhattan blocks,
squares on life's chessboard,
lower east side to upper west,
playing for promotion from pawn to royalty
but no,
you wanted an animal.
Here; raised fur,
segregating shoulder blades
paws, fangs, claws.
drop your gavel your honour,
only half the thunderous clap of my nine,
all I got is time
the blood bath, worn by shorties like lip gloss
toenails to match, soaked the same shameful hue
new book of revelations for your bible.
it's all the same religion
in God we trust
right your honour ?
in God we trust.
here is an interview.
http://spokenrythmz.blogspot.com/2007/07/john-survivor-blake.htmlwhy am I telling you all this ?
I don't know but this inspires me.