Okay - so I can't see any messages incoming or outgoing  - what's the deal ?>
I'm gettin' pretty mad. . . if it doesn't matter just say so. . I can deal with that.

I just tried to send you one and it said I was blocked. I think you need to check your settings.

I don't understand that.  I've never changed anything here.  . . hmmmm. . .

I keep getting the same message:

User 'Nora D' has blocked your personal message.


 :o

okay, maybe I fixed it, maybe I didn't -  I don't know = I don't know ...

Same again!

Send me your e-mail address?

 hmmmm.... maybe I did ,  I wonder if I did when I deleted my first journal  - - - good god !!! I had to really think about what it was even called.. . "just past the point of stop"  I can't believe it !!  I think I did some of my best there and yet my mind was blank trying to remember the name of it.

who knows ?  I subscribe to different things, write a bit here and there, mostly not me - lol. . . who knows ?
I get some hate stuff, some stalkers, some plagerism, some . . . what ever . .  I get some.  when I changed careers a year or so ago and I was heavy into school I didn't want a lot of distractions, so maybe I did and forgot between the ml's and teaspoons or compounding or whatever else popped up.  I'm not young anymore you know . . it was hard for me to make the change from manual labor to bottom-line professional.  lmao.  maybe I did, I do a lot of cross-corespondence concerning the drug industry, personal and confidential, so. . . maybe . . maybe I did - the fine starts at ten grand - so maybe - I did - so that nothing could be connected to my name.   after all , I paint under a totally different name - one I paid big money for, and can't be traced back to me.

I just mailed you Nora.

Maybe you should delete your email from the above post now.

We can communicate via email, it's better for me anyway.

B.